Call Me Irresponsible

Chillin’ with the niggas today! Gonna be a chill place at my house, gonna chill with some good niggas, probably go out to eat, & probably have fun with some music afterwards. Yuuump lol

I don’t think I’m such a fan of boba. I guess it’s good but sometimes I just wanna focus more on the taste of the drink instead of the boba everywhere.. 

Need to go to sleep soon, err.. But I don’t wanna. I need someone to call lmao :( My gf left me, because she had a tummy ache/wasn’t feeling good today.

I feel terrible.. My leg sore as fuck, body feels so weak & I never slept in bed all day.. MY forehead is burning hot. My momma just coined me, I now need a leg massage :(

Legs sore as fuck from basketball yesterday, this sucks ass. Makes me so lazy :(

Aww, baby got her wisdom teeth out  She’s all dizzy/in paint right now, it’s cute/funny 

Giving my nigga Ryan advice on girls, is fun lol. <3 hahaha. good shit, he a real friend though lol. even though he fucked with me a lot. we always coo lol

Straight up fucking bullshit.

I APOLOGIZE TO ANYONE I HAVE EVER ATTEMPTED TO TALK TO I AM BAD AT TALKING TO PEOPLE

So afterschool, I went to the choir room, to grab my guitar. Momma told me she needed to talk to me ._. My mind was like “Holy shit, whats this about.. its the last day of school, your last day at McNair…” then I went into her office & she told me that she’s gonna be starting a Community men’s choral group. SELECTED members only, and she wanted me to join. She said that she’ll be the director & all.. She said the group will include the TopRawMen quartet (which is McNair’s quartet) and selected members. I had to say yes! She said rehearsals will starting going on in a couple weeks. & she said this is the way, where we can still sing together. Dang, I’m pretty happy :) Get to see my choir mom more & now in a Mens Choral group, hope we do competitions and all! Yeeee! :D

One more day of school left. Fuck yeah. One more day to spend with my choir mom, gaaah. But summer will be good, hopefully it goes well :)

& that was the last concert with mom. I’ma miss you mom. It was a great choir concert. I know, no one wanted to be there today, but I’m glad I came. It was amazing. Wooh. Last concert & guess what? ADVANCED CHOIR NEXT YEAR. The time has finally came :’) But with a new teacher. Darn. Ugh, it’ll be tough, but.. we got this!

Oh how much i hate black dress shirts.. still needa go get my purple tie .__. Broadway Night for the choir concert! If you’re in Stockton with nothing to do on a Monday night, come by! it’s 2$! & it’ll be a good show @ McNair High School’s theatre.

Couple more days of school left! All minimum days! Yeeee! I can’t wait to not wake up early & finally chill with Marika again! Hopefully taking the bike permit test wednesday morning & going to school to do a re-take test. I’m pretty damn confident about this. I can’t waaait!

I want my summer consist of basketball, chillen with the gf, guitar, sing, chill, cruise, etc! Needa make this one good ass summer!

Broadway concert Monday! Don’t really feel like going, but it’s the last concert of the year, last concert with mom, and yeee. Last concert, that I’ll be a Chanticleer too :)

hahatulan:

I want you. The old you. The one that I fell in love with. I want everything back. Just like before. The first time we met, when I was happy. I want that. Why can’t I have it?

I try to spend the most time I can with my choir mom. Brunch/class/afterschool etc. Sigh*

Woooh, my sister scared me about this 388$ insurance shit for my motorcycle, if i ride it.. But she was talking about her car.. Motorcycle insurance can be as low as 15$ :D But I need full coverage.. hopefully it’s not much ._.

I’m really gonna miss you. You’ll always be my #1 favorite teacher. You really do act like a mom to us. You can be grumpy and everything sometimes, but eh, we have a lot of good times. Can’t believe you’re leaving us next year, & gonna work at Julia Morgan.. I guess I can come visit or something.. It’s your decision because of your health, yeah I know.. I just thought you’d be here with me  til I graduate. It’s sad seeing you leave us, right now. I’m just hella curious who the next teacher will be.. You said we know the 3 choices, but you just won’t tell us.. Errr.. I’ma miss you real bad! But you did say you were gonna go to our concerts/graduations and everything. Sigh… My thoughts for next years Advanced choir is fading away. It won’t be as fun, but I just wanna still try. But I don’t know.

Scheduling a appointment for my bike permit! Could’ve went today but my sisters bf said once I get out of school, the DMV will be packed & that I should schedule a morning appointment and take a day off of school.. :o

Happy 15 months @xoxomarika! :D

Yippeee. Another headache, ugh.. Fucking tired >:( Still needa do homework, shower, get clothes for tmrw & done!